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Name: elin
Birthday: 6/24/1981
Gender: Female
Interests: travel, design, cook, sing, sea-sports, learning languages, movies. *my 10 $ wishlist* (in random order) I. lexus sc 430! to be practical, a mazda 3 will do :p II. own a house with hubby (unknown) III. new notebook..vaio wld be gr8 IV. clear ALL debts V. free trip to israel VI. free dental treatments :P VII. ipod. 1gb will do VIII. a whole crystal apple shaped music box, i muz be dreaming... IX. unlimited supplies of mac make up...hate spending any cent on it...lol X. xmas tree w deco *my 10 "must-do" till end 2008* (in random order) I. obtain driving license II. small retreat to ANYWHERE III. QC IV. clear ALL card debts V. exercise at least twice a week...losing 20kgs will be gr8! VI. take up violin VII. MASSIVE housekeeping VIII. research for business planning - 7 yrs fm now IX. continue w intermediate bahasa indo X. eat with family once a week
Expertise: im a "living" bday memory card...
Message: message me
MSN: rain2406@hotmail.com
Member Since:
2/21/2004
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| "dun talk about love..." "there is not much trust..." these were the answers i got after 6 mths of being "together". my heart was grieved.  sometimes, i've gotto question myself why am i doing all these for. is he worth all my attention and sacrifices when deep inside his heart i dun even know does he appreciate it. all i know is that i've chosen the path, i love him and gave up the guy just wanting to be with him. however, there is a long way of heartaches to bear if everything is still unclear. only thing i needed to have is assurance. why is it such a simple recognition and yet u couldn't give? i dun expect to have a rich partner. as long as he loves and cherish, im satisfied. came across his ex photos in the pc by accident. aroused my curiosity to look into it. the pictures were sweet and intimate. indeed she is very pretty and has a devilish figure. what do i have? neither have the figure nor the looks. no wonder u hesitated to take pictures with me. is this the reason why u never accept me? well, there's nothing much i can do. slimming down shouldn't be a problem since the biomedical is so advanced now. rather to worry about looks, eyes ain't big like barbie, nose ain't sharp like a supermodel. negative.  i want to know what u are thinking of or feeling. don't like it whenever we go out there is no much communication. why is it that things weren't the same as last time? so many questions inside me. are u afraid of this "long term liability"? or are u just cruising by and searching for more better "ships"? but useless me have no courage to ask these. i can only keep everything in my heart. hiding in the utmost secluded place.    *^wouldn't forget bout the 99 roses, chijmes and cake...will u?*^
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| 3 months passed, "kong long zhi lian" is never the same again... my life's starting to take on a turning point as well...(for the gd or bad, seriously, i really don't know, let God decide) ever tot kong long will be the one i can entrust my happiness with, however, it doesn't seem so perfect as wat i wanted. we were of extreme characters. good times doesn't last, we ended up having accumulated quarrels & fights. coupled with some other factors, ultimately, our "long long zhi lian" had to END ...but still, we are gd buddies ya...lol   *^in remembrance, during our hello kitty show - funny face^*
life in thome few mths has been alright and a learning ground for in-depth purchasing. gotto learn a much comprehensive system and purchasing software. hee...which i think will be great for future resumes. keke... | | |
| im so sad...u never care BUSY... TIRED...STRESS are the only words that u use why must it always be men who are feeling restless all the time besides eat, sleep, play, what else can they do? do they wonder, do they care??? no...no..NEVER ever! when u have problems where r they? when u r sick where r they? ONLY answer men give is...WORK WORK WORK u never care...i won't either..ANYMORE | | |
| thanks for LOVING me so much...so unconditional these 10 months  though there were many many misunderstandings, quarrellings, fightings  and all the different ups and downs almost EVERYDAY, but we have grown to know each other better in way of personality and way of doing things. SORRY for all the complaints SORRY for all the moodswings SORRY for all the ANGER ........................simply SORRY for ALL that i have done to hurt you...though there is certain thing for me to forgive...please believe that i'm trying to forget. FORGIVE me dear and let's continue our journey with love and passion.  ** dear me at Dempsey...indulging in red wine **
your "50 years down the road" has formed as a promise at the bottom of my heart...nothing can cleanse nothing can move...i'm yours always and you are MINE... LOVE you lots and lots... ~i would rather give up the world just for you to stay~ this is my only oath to you | | |
|  ** BIRD-day flowers from dear**
WOW! it's really been long since i last updated my blog. in fact, i have not been updating my diary since mid july as well!  oppsss...many events passed...birthdays...career switch...ministry...plentyful things i wanna share. hmm...but how shall i start?  birthday - these celebrations simply melted my heart. it started off when my family celebrated for me on 18 jun. it was a week earlier because my mum knew i wouldn't be home on exact birthday.  hee...wat a understanding mum. anyway, i was so touched when my brother presented the cake!  he is only 13 this year. yet, he was so sweet to have gotten me a bar of chocolate also! love u all lots lots...hugs!  (but rem, i'm trying on diet, choc can only be given once ok?) heee....  **family love**
then it was on 19 jun whereby my ministry celebrated for simon n me at orchard road, 1 of the vietnamese restaurants. know wat i got as a gift? a ED HARDY shirt!!!  it must have been costly for them. we had a wonderful time chatting and getting to know each other better as well.  **Ed Hardy**
next was another celebration with ministry as well (but different zone) at marina square, Changing Appetites. i was so touched that even DAVID OH came along. it has been long since i last met him (not counting sun services), he is still as handsome as before.  haha... Sis Glor was there as well. Her bday was on 16 Jun, therefore, we chose to celebrate together. Got her a gift from SKIN. yeah...a hot pink von dutch tube...(i chose it..keke)  throughout the dinner, everyone got along comfortably, catching up with one another, taking several pictures + i received an additional present!!! yipee!!! miss all of them so much...indeed an awesome time together.   **opps...where is samuel**
wow...after family and ministry...what shall be next? is it dear??? no no no...it followed by dinner at dearest joanna house on 23 Jun together with my darling rosh, bao n fen. the girls were so sweet. jo even made me a tiramisu cake! (boy-oh-boy..this is my FAV, be it cold or hot) we had choc fondue (of cos home-made) + pizza for dinner. took so many pictures. we were so crazy. haha...though it wasn't a whole day thingy, but these few hours is really sufficient for us to get together again. the warmth, the tender, the love. no other words could ever describe. so blessed to have this bunch of "pig dog friends"...keke...let's be "pig dog" forever! love u girls muchie muchie...muackssss   **pig-dog friends**
after the celebration @ jo's place...we moved on to ktv session. wow..thank God we are young. but jo and rosh didn't join us. (are they old le? keke) fen, bao n me took cab down to partyworld @ orchard and met up with the rest of people...(jes, fred, weilin, wa-zai) so happy that fred and i broke the ice... (actually it was since last year fen bday) think it is mainly becos i knew him during poly year 1, 17 years old back then. In the beginning we were quite close friends, however, we had a heated so-called "argument" after about 9 months (wonder if it was cos i only spoke 1 word!)  keke...and never spoken a word to one-another till last year! oh boy, that was a period of 7 years!!! that indeed was a lesson learnt and really, i do know how to cherish friends even more today. therefore, no matter what it takes, i will do my utmost best to maintain our friendship from now!!!  *^freddy & me @ partyworld ^*
back to my birthday, the ktv was fun though we ended quite early mainly becos i had to work the next day.  (imagine...how horrible is it to work on your birthday and it was my LAST DAY in mspl!)  its alright, i gotto be positive anyway. tell myself dear dear will be celebrating for me after my whole tired noon. so...i waited for kong long and there comes my awesome moments......  ** monkey twins **
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